I just looked at the clock and got a terrible shock. It’s almost 11 AM as I write this, and I haven’t even had breakfast yet. It wouldn’t be so much of a shock if I hadn’t got up as usual this morning with my sister at 3:30 AM. As I stared at the clock, I tried to think of where my morning had gone and what had kept me so busy I forgot to have breakfast. I had two cups of coffee before 5 AM, I remember that. I wasn’t paying too much attention to the news since all they could chatter about was the Oscars, which holds zero interest for me. I wasn’t reading a book, which can really kill time. What was I doing?
Ah, now I remember. I’ve been trying to clear a lot of email, so that takes a while. Then I got tired of sitting around in my pajamas and went back to my bedroom to get into something warmer and wound up doing some cleaning in there. Oh, yeah, that definitely ate up a big chunk of time. It never feels like it, especially when you look around and see how much is still left to do. I’m a slob, I know. It drives my sister, who shares the house, nuts, since she is a lot more organized. Generally, as long as I know the clean clothes are hanging up or are in my dresser drawers, I’m pretty satisfied. I try to throw the dirty ones in the hamper as I pull them off, but well…
So breakfast – lunch? – brunch, maybe? is now cooking, meat is thawing for later meals (hot soup in freezing weather!), neatening of the house is gradually spreading, and I am working on my blog. Sorry I haven’t got to it sooner. Life got in the way, as well as some funerals and deaths of people I knew.
We also had a fire nearby that distracted us over the weekend – I had to call 9-1-1 twice because it kept springing back to life thanks to the unrelenting wind. The second time was this morning at 4:30 after my sister took off for work and then called to say the flames were high as the car as she drove by. I don’t think the firefighters wanted to particularly thank me for the call, since the windchill is around 20 degrees right now. Sorry, guys, but since I’m only one house away across a narrow highway, I’m intent on keeping that thing under control.
Remember that song “Slowly, slowly, slippin’ away”? When I was working (especially taking phone calls from angry taxpayers) time slowly slipped away with excruciating jerks and pauses. Long, long pauses while somebody furiously shouts in my ear, swift jerks as breaks dash by. Now I’m retired, and time seems to fly. My friends who beat me to retirement mostly told me I would never seem to have the time to do what I wanted. A very few told me I’d be bored out of my mind. Can’t say that’s happened yet. I’m having to make out increasingly lengthening ‘to-do’ lists.
There is the permanent list: Dishes, laundry, cleaning, cooking, shopping, etc. Then there is the strike one, add three list: Taxes, filing, organizing, meetings, trips, marketing, lots of things done for other people. Finding time to do my writing is becoming more and more difficult. I’m having to schedule it, which I never expected. I just want to get it all done. I attended a funeral of a guy younger than me this past week, and discovered a friend died 5 days after her 102nd birthday, and two others who were very elderly but not so much. You never know what will happen next in life, so do things while you can.
My bucket list that I wrote when I was in my early twenties is actually mostly done. Oddly enough, only the top three remain, and at least one of them will never happen – have children. Get married? Maybe if he’s persuasive enough. Since I’m not even dating, it’s still not likely. I enjoy being single and having a messy bedroom. Write a best seller? That’s more doable, and I’m doing my darnedest. Wish me luck, buy my books, write reviews, and tell your friends!
Who knows, maybe I’ll be at the Oscars someday, watching the movie version win Best Picture.